It's been really hard to feel anything other than confusion and detachment lately with everything going on in my life and the world. 

I have to remind myself to breathe and appreciate the good in my surroundings, but also know that it's okay to feel vulnerable and afraid sometimes.  

In an attempt to decompress, I went through scans and found these photos from a day in October when we drove out to the countryside. I'm currently living in this memory tonight, feeling the autumn sunlight on my face and subtle river breeze in my hair.